Perca-perca Kehidupan

Gara-gara hujan Pasar Malam Kampung Air ni lambat dibuka. Jam dah pun menunjukkan tujuh suku tapi masih takde yg berani memperagakan brg. Nak tak nak aku terpaksa tinggalkan Adhie. Aku kena balik awal. Esok kerja. Adhie yg baru mendarat dari Miri ptg tadi mmg berhajat besar memborong keronsang di Pasar Malam tu. Murah katanya. RM 10 seunit. Hurmmm... Dalam hujan semangat jugalah meneman Adhie ronda2 Pasar Filipin selepas kami masing-masing isi tembolok di Kenny Rogers, CP sblm ke Pasar Malam tu. Agaknya mlm ni aku takde rezeki bersiar siar di situ. Lain kalilah yea Adhie. Utk rekod masuk bulan ni dah tiga tahun aku kenal Adhie. Dari MIRC ke pesbuk. Ini pula pertama kali kami jumpa. Harapnya bukan yg terakhir...

Zudy mintak aku carikkan citer ni hari ni: Raid: Redemption (2011). Habis saja kerja aku terus bergerak ke bandar. Mungkin tiada di Wawasan, jadi aku fikir baik terus ke CP sajer. Lagipun angin kuat, takut bila2 masa aje aku disimbah air hujan. Bila sampai aje ke tingkat empat, CP terus aku meluru Speedy Video bahagian filem Indonesia. Nasib baiklah ada lagi. Tinggal dua salinan lagi filem Raid tu di atas rak. Selesai snap, aku pun haplot dan tag gambar tu pada Zudy. Sebagai balasan, Zudy ajak aku pergi festival filem-filem Jepun kat, GSC, Suria Sabah, seperti berikut: Tengok tarikh tu aje aku dah tau tak dapat pergi. Tapi kalau boleh pergi aku nak tengok Ogawa no Hotori. Zudy yg cadangkan filem tu. Katanya aku suka filem2 bertemakan samurai. Untuk tidak makan hati, aku angkut satu dari DVD set Grey's Anatomy tadi. Nampaknya tidak lama lagi lengkaplah koleksi aku tu. Ngeh.

Tripod kontot tu.... Selama ni aku fikir dah hilang. Rupanya ada. Tersorok dalam kotak bawah katil aku. Dah jumpa tu takde menda lain dah dalam fikiran aku. Sebelum aku tukar fikiran aku capai kamera Canon aku dan fikirkan sudut mana yg sesuai utk shoot. Rakam tak lama. Edit segala tu pun kejap aje. Buat yg simple2 je pun. Cuma haplot tu lah yg kotoh aku jadinya. Satu ratus lapan puluh satu minit aku tunggu. Macam ambil tiga atau lebih episod Grey's Anatomy jugak tu tapi masih tak selesai. Itulah akibatnya haplot pakai jalur lebar Celcom! Dah siap haplot pun youtube masih belum boleh siarkan video aku tu. Entah apa lagi yg maw diprosesnya. Fedap sangat aku tidur lebih kurang dua jam. Nasib baik lepas celik video dah ready. Kalau tak, makan hati jugaklah aku (malamnya aku beli hati ayam bakar). Dipendekkan cerita. Terimalah, My first video of unboxing DVD.

Terkidung-kidung Babu Kuntum bila dia dapat tau aku nak turun KK. "Jumpa someone ke hari ni?" Haram! Ke situ pulak dia. Mentang-mentanglah muka aku nampak teruja terus kena cop pegi dating. Jangankan dating, kapel pun aku takde. Aku nak gi KK ni pun bukan apa. Saja nak lunaskan hasrat dihati. Berhari-hari ditahan. Esok-esoklah katanya. Bila dah berjalan tu maka automatiklah akan balik lambat. Kebetulan pulak besok aku off, jadi kalau sampai rumah lewat sikit masih ada masa utk rest esok. On da way, dari Api-Api Centre ke Centre Point ternampak pulak Kakalenda nak menyeberang jalan. Tak sempat bertegur sapa sekadar buat lambaian perwira. Dari mesej yg Kakalenda hantar, beliau memaklumkan dia terpaksa menapak dari AsiaCity ke Hotel Promenade, akibat kebodohan pemandu bas yg hanya memaklumkan perhentiannya selepas memunggah semua penumpang. Bayangkanlah betapa jauhnya jarak AsiaCity ke Hotel Promenade tu. Boleh pecah lemak sekilo si Kakalenda. Usai menjana ekonomi negara melalui...

Learning the collector's edition comes in the "intended" 14 episodes instead of 9, I ordered it straight away from Amazon.co.uk. The price was just about the same with the regular one I bought at Speedy. Hopefully the DVD arrives safely early next month. Phew, can't wait to watch it for another round plus five extra episodes... Hahaha...

Truly inspiring... I don't understand, why some people stuck in a relationship that doesn't served them any good. Drained them emotionally, taken away their energy and time. Sure I can lend my ears, here and then, but listening to a friend complaining again and again about a person that wouldn't change can be really annoying. More frustrating, when the friend, wouldn't listen to your kind advice. Just when you thought they were breaking up, the next thing you know, they were back together again. Now, secretly going out behind my back? How vexing is that? Few months after that, I know it's coming, the confession session will start all over again. Analyzing absurd details of the relationship. Angry over pathetic antic that doesn't seem relevant. Commenting the ideal of what should be and what shouldn't be. Now not to take more of my precious time, playing Dr Love, should I just be straight forward and honest? I think, I should! Honesty is the best policy right...

It's a wrap. After a long interval, I finally completed ATSUHIME, NHK Taiga Historical Drama. This will not cause a celebration though (maybe I will later this evening with some Cornetto) but through 50 episodes ATSUHIME made me thinking. In those days women, probably do not have much choice. Once you are sent out as a bride you will lived a single path: devoted to your new family and particularly husband. I loved how Lady Tenshoin carries herself as Takugawa women. She become a widow at the young age of 23 but still her love for her husband, should I put, eternally. Left childless, Lady Tenshoin love for her husband made her strong. Her courage prevented Chosu and Satsuma clan from demolishing Takugawa Clan forever. Takugawa may has lost power, but the name lived on. For such contribution, it's no wonder Lady Tenshoin made her name down in history. Meanwhile, I received an sms... I couldn't make it this year, apparently. But, next year still be okay!

The weather has been a bit melancholic lately. Pouring rain almost everyday. So when you thought its okay it drenched you. The usual me would take cover. But not today. Not just now. Let it rain, man! Be a boy, said Robbie Williams. As I walked in the rain, my heart lifted. Every strides made me exhilarated. If this felt so good, why, I should be doing this more often! Owww... I forgot I'm still in my office attire, with my sling bag still on my shoulder. Drip, drip, drip...We don't want that thing I just bought to get wet right? I found shopping rather therapeutic... Downloading? Not much. If there's anything I should learn today, I should never feel sorry for who I'am, what I'am. Just as I can't stop the rain, I can't stop the impulse. I must have passed Grey's Anatomy DVDs many times before. So it happens I want to collect it now. So what the heck? Go get them!

You notice first, what you don't have. A ride from Kinarut to Wawasan Terminal took approximately 30 minutes (or longer depending on traffic). Get a good seat, if weather permitted, you might get to see mount Kinabalu from a distance. Maybe not today. Too cloudy. The dream that never fade... Or should I fade with time? Taken earlier this month. Just for the record this is my first shot of Mount Kinabalu from Petagas flyover (opposite KKIA T1). Would like to get better shots with clearer weather. Even better with a better camera... Samsung S4 zoom? Kih kih kih... I don't know what I'm getting on, right now. But if you are feeling unsure, just follow your bliss Leave it as that. Now let's see what I've got myself today. Grey's Anatomy First Season. Will be getting the second and third season soon though separately. They don't have the third season at CP. I have to find it somewhere else. Wawasan could be the place. When you're ready to go, but your heart l...

Just had my dinner. Kadazan fried rice with apple juice plus some side dish I nicked  from kitchen. All this for free anyway. Complimentary as MOD for tonite. Tomorrow will be my off day. I'm planning to go to KK doing some shopping esp DVDs. Remember I haven't got myself Grey's Anatomy. Hopefully I could grab one or two this time (check wallet duluk konok). Gotta go. Have some patrolling to do. p.s Seen a video Boyfriend Tag at youtube. My, there were so adorable!

I believe in taking care of myself. *poyo* For internal maintenance (besides the external care): Fabula Collagen Max, once every three day. *Recommended by Mark D* Royal Propollen 1 tablet taken everyday. Vitamin C 1000mg taken daily as well. To feed my muscles the usual dosage:  Tonex Tongkat Ali: 2 tablets in the morning, 1 or 2 tablets in the evening.*Bagus utk otot... tapi sayangnya selalu abis stok kat kedai* Horny Goat Complex 1 in the morning, 1 in the evening. *Utk menyeimbangkan pengambilan Tongkat Ali tu* BCAA once daily. *Good for repairing muscle, katanya* Life gets better, when you start loving yourself... Wakaka...

I overslept this morning. Panic may have overcome me in the past, but instead I laughed. Surprisingly at the bus stop, after so many months, I bumped into Kie with his usual chinos and stripes t-shirt. Looking as cool as the morning breeze. Kie who wore his cap backward, worked at Ming Garden in the kitchen. His shift should started at 6.00am. We didn't get a chance to exchange greetings but I knew he was late. Really late. I arrived at the hotel at 6.20am. Thank god, that was still early! Let's take a look at the chronological of the event: 5.40am - Woke up by the sound of bird's chirping. The sky was already blue. Laughed out loud. 5.40am - 5.50am - Chop chop got ready in a hurry. No time to blow my hair. Just dashed plenty of Clairol Essence serums to avoid frizziness. 5.50am - 6.00am - Jogged myself to a bus stop. Met Kie. 6.00am - 6.20am - On the way to work. 6.30am - Traffic started to swell at KK-Papar Highway. Phew!!! Not bad for someone who just woke up late. ...

From left: Suzie, Nora & Me (trying to get a space, Jo!). After work, we headed to Ming Garden Hotel & Residences for buffet dinner. Instead of the normal queuing, Nora smuggled us in straight to a private dining room. Rizan arrived an hour later. Round 1 My taste buds a little blunt today, I couldn't even finish my first round. Too much protein in one plate, I guess. Round 2 Loss appetite already, I picked up the type of food that won't help me much. Everything felt tasteless. Round 2 and  ½ Hot soup could saved me any time. I gobbled this twice. Round 3 Finally the desserts. Not to my best abilities, though. But what can I do? The menu were not to my taste. :'( p.s Hotel Promenade is still the best!

Sweat it! I promise myself to sleep early (before 10.00pm). I promise myself to wake up early (before 5.00am) I promise myself to do more cardios than weightlifting. I promise myself to eat six small meals per day. I promise myself to hydrate myself with plenty of plain water. I promise myself to spend quality time for myself. I promise myself to write more entries. I promise myself to read and listen to Rhonda Byrne works. I promise myself to do facial once for every three days. I promise myself to go vacations more often. Above all, I promise to find LOVE in me.

I had a strange dream. I saw five persons in white. "Angels?", blurted Nurul, who gave me a lift to work yesterday. NO. Not exactly. There were familiar faces. Some friends I think. If anything, true or false, the dream might signify changes in my life. Either, expected or not I should welcome it. Later that evening, I joined Rizan, Nora & Suzie at Restoran 38 Kg Kopungit our favorite spot for dinner I ordered the usual menu, Nasi Pattaya Daging, but found myself hard to swallow it. It was not the same Nasi Pattaya Daging I usually had. Maybe I should try other menu next time we dined there. Over dinner, we discussed our future plans of gathering. Something potluck but Nora made it sounded like picnic. Linda came out with the idea after we attended her open house early this month. So far, nothing resolved, what and where. In the light of everything else, I would like the plan to unfold itself. Spontaneity is our vice, don't you know. Being spontaneous, as we were in t...

After work I went to CP, Sabah. There was a big blood donor campaign held at the lobby. While I took elevator up to 4th floor, my actual destination, a girl waved at me and shouted Borneo Paradise! I recognised her too but we couldn't make any decent conversation due to the commotion and distance. She was ex-gemmies first batch, if you wonder. Glad that some still remembers me, though. My purpose for this visit was to survey Grey's Anatomy DVD boxset at speedy video. I kinda missed many episodes of that series plus there is this offer you shouldn't missed: buy 2 free 1. So the plan was, if possible I would like to bring one or two set home. But that changed after I saw the last two parts of Atsuhime on display. Man, I've been waiting this moment since I've done the 30th episodes. Offer or Not, Grey's Anatomy can wait! Excited to update what I found, I open my laptop. Upon opening my broadband apps, I received this messages with a strange content. Can somebody PL...

I was trying a new shirt this morning and it went like this... PRAKKKKK... though not out loud but I was embarrassed, all the same. The shirt was in L-sized but it was remarkably tight especially on the chests and shoulders. Now think of it, I couldn't possibly be up one size just over night, could I? Or was it the design? The fabrics? Smile liked a gibbon, I went for XL. p.s Yeah, I think Mike Cheng's workouts sort of working on me.